About 2-3 days ago I believe, I went with mom and dad to OU to watch a marvelous french film. Entitled La Mome. Other titles call it La Vie En Rose . If you've heard these two names before (particularly the latter) , it is no doubt an autobiographical film about none other than the superb, wonderful, unique, eccentric, yet quite nasty and petite...Edith Piaf.




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Okay people, if you're gonna throw vegetables at me, DON'T! I know I haven't been updating for awhile, because I'm struggling to find my cam's USB cable, which is somewhere in the house where God knows where... x_x;;

Anyhoo. I think I'll have an update without the needed pictures later on. 'Till then, toodles!



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Not many people know I have a blog. That's because I don't have the intention of telling them I have one. Who knows if I tell almost everyone I know, one would get the wrong idea after they've read my post and start spreading this social bubonic plague called 'rumours' .

Anyhoo, I would like to write something different. This is about my one and only...dad. Apak.

Dad, I loved you when I was little. You were always my source of laughter. When mom sometimes asked me 'Who do you love more?' I would always reply 'Both of you !' The days where we went travelling abroad, smiled in the snap shots, talked all sorts of stuff 'till I laughed my jaws off. There were the days when I was amazed that you could play a variety of musical instruments. There were the days when you took us to your former highschool in KL. I had a glimpse of what your boyhood world had looked like. And there were the days...where we were truly father and daughter.

And now we're here, Apak. If only I could ask you, where did it all go wrong? Where have you been? What happened to the dad I once loved heartfully? Why are you mentally hurting mama so often these days? Why are you being silly? Why do you act so unpredictable? Why oh why are you burdening on mama...? And ultimately...why am I not proud of you that your my special dad anymore and that I get the feeling that I don't want you as my dad anymore?

There are times when I wept alone, thinking how far this family will hold on. There are times when I wanted to ask you all these questions I had locked up inside of me since long, but as I thought, even if I told you, would you react? Or still turn a blind eye away? Apak, if only you could see how much hearts you've broken repeatedly, especially mama and me...

I love you Apak, but not as purely as I once did...




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To my Mature Flesh readers (you know who you are!) A thousand apologies that I have not yet updated the storyline for nearly a week. But as far as I can tell you, I've been really preoccupied on my life and school. BUT! Little do ye know that I've been writing double chapters! Mmmhmm oh yea ;D

And and AND!!! I've changed their names. Yes. To Rou, Seth, Chemique and Kira.

Rou - chinese name meaning 'gentle; mild'
Seth - possible greek word with the meaning 'dazzle'

And so I kept thinking, hmm...Dazzle and Gentle,dazzle and gentle, dazzle and gentle, dazzle and gentle, dazzle and gentle, dazzle and gentle, dazzle and gentle, dazzle and gentle, dazzle and gentleladidadiwachupokakaka...

What a Perfect Pair! <333



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It's that time again...where I had the look. Not your usual look, not the slutty look, not the cool look, not the oh-i-just-lost-my-precious-cherry-to-a-guy-if-you-know-what-i-mean look. I actually had....the matured look. Sounds preety boring? Well, see,today I was walking towards Tutorial Lee when suddenly one of those people that pops outta nowhere begins asking you questions like 'Hi, would you like to try..' or 'Hello, Miss, can I ask you something? Just a quick opinion' shitz. He came from behind, he worked for WWF (not the fucking wrestling where nearly naked guys body-lock each other, where they exchange sweats to mouths and throwing their bodies from one side to another) No. He worked World Wildlife Fund, thank you very much :]


Mmhmm,so yeah. Am I beginning to look more like an adult? Only time will tell... :] That is all for now.

The Chemique signing out!



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All's normal that ends normal. Dad bought Kingdom of Heaven BluRay DVD Disc. So the contents of it kicks ass much better than your usual dvd that contains the extra special edition second disc B] And after that we hit off to Kluang Station shop in Ikano. Grrr!! I was half excited because I get to lay my eyes on that tranny again! xD Wuh? Never heard of a tranny before? Let me put it this way :

Tranny = slang for transverstite
Tranny = Man with a woman's soul trapped inside or vice versa
Tranny = a person, either male or female, who has been born into the 'wrong body' xD

But then again, sweet tranny wasn't there! My guess might have been that he must've had the day off, or doesn't work on weekdays, or he left earlier xP Drats!
Since my phone kena PAO -__- There is still a way, me mum's got a Minolta, perhaps I could use it and take pictures and STILL update my next blog entry with them :DDD Not to bad right? Well, I hope I could the chance to use it, first I've got to find the 3 essential items of it
1.Camera itself
2.USB Plug
3.Battery Charger

xP Well, 'till here now! Goodbye and Goodnight!

The Chemique signing out!




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Nothing much happened nowadays, 'cept that I've added a playlist. I hope you guys like it, if not...well you can just put it on pause. I'm currently writing third chapter for Mature Flesh. I can't wait to finish it for the mo' :]

Hmm...what else? Oh! Paris Hilton got an appeal and instead of staying in jail for 45 days, the LA County Sheriff anticipates Hilton to only serve about 23 days. T__T Haha I'm really not into her, as you can tell...

Well, 'till here now, sorry for the short post people. I'll be playing the MotorStorm game now :D Tata!

The Chemique signing out!






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I'm aware that when you have a blog, you're suppose to post things that you have done for the day. No matter how the situation was, be it joyful, unfortunate, or plain pissed. As of this post, I'm feeling the need to write it out in the most expressive way I can. I know that I havent been updating for the past 6 days. But lemme tell you, this will be my blog's first unfortunate entry. I need to post it so that I can let out the sadness in me and feel alittle bit better later.

For I ...have lost my beloved Walkman Phone...on none other on Teachers Day. They're (thieves) so quick these days. One minute I put it beside me on a bench, then I walked to the nearest dustbin to throw away a wrapper, which was like 8-10 steps away, and the next...gone. Yes I admit it was my carelessness. But that's why I need to post this post, so that I can get rid of my sadness and have to just go on with life. How long have I has that phone? Just only 7 months, t'was my 16th birthday present from dad. I want to repay him so badly! Oh well...I think I'll start saving me lunch money till I can afford another phone. Its gonna be a long journey, hopefully I'll have the patience to match it.

I don't care if some of you think 'Oh serves you right!' or 'So what?' Well you don't have to tell it to my face, cause I KNOW that already, mkay? kay!

Thank you phone, for being my assistant in putting the pictures in my blog for all ye readers saw :] ... :[





Scribbled at 9:25 PM

Hurray people! I've finally written out my first introduction! Refer to the right, under Scram section ^_^ Entitled Mature Flesh. Thanks to Kisu for helping me find the oh-so-seductive blogskin ;) Read on if you wanna or continue hopping on to read other people's blog, I don't care. I'm writing this to satisfy the girlish fantasies that me and 'certain' friends have, you know who you are! xD

The Chemique signing out!




Scribbled at 10:20 PM

Hello thrillseekers! :D

I've finally found another blogskin. Thanks to Stanton for helping me searching it :]
And meanwhile, I'm in the middle of searching for yet ANOTHER blogskin! :o Why you ask? Well, I'm going to create another blog but not just about me,its about two of unlikely people who will fall inlove and face troubles along the way. So its more of a storytelling blog. As you can see, I love writing, so I try to write what I can in the other blog. Look forward to it! (okay don't look forward to it of you don't want to for all I care .__.)

Hint : Very very unlikely people...

The Chemique signing out!




Scribbled at 8:11 PM

Oooh I feel happy! So very ver very happy! :] Reason? I've finally obtained sweet ol' Michael Buble's newest album! W00t! Although not the real album,mind you. I'm well aware that the Worldwide Release is on the 1st of May, and really, FIRST of MAY! Now's the 11th day and there's not a single CD shop in this country thats selling the bloody CD yet! T__T

But but but!! Thanks to dad and Aunt. Nina who lives in Boston, I've finally able to lay my grubby little hands on it x] Virtually that is... Meaning I don't really own the cd but my dad was able to buy every song (including behind the scenes extra!) and a virtual booklet through ITunes <333



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To those wondering how I manage my time before and after school,and then the rest of the day since I have what? 2-3 classes of tuition? Well, here's how I go through,every.single.day.!. (excluding the weekends)





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It if finally OVER!!! -throws various designs of confettis-

Yes people,mid-years are so over! Fooh! 3 whole stretching weeks of it! 3 times my ass was glued to a chair for 2 and a half hours,writing whimsical answers in certain papers I don't give a damn about! And if that ain't enough, here's proof!





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Sofia got a haircut,mmmhmm yeah huh. Apparently she wanted some bangs like those PCD lead singer,Nicole Scwerzingah-I-Wanna-Do-Ya,I believe?




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Poor little girl! My little cousin Atiqah,just shy of 2-3 years old,is admitted to the hospital :[ Physician's said she has p-p-pn-pneumonia!! (okay,so I don't really strutter in real life -.- ) Apparently since her mom (aka my mother's younger sister) and Pak Long (mom's eldest brother) bought a land and turned it into a goat pen! Heh,or goat farm,whatever you call it. Eversince then, Mak Teh (Atiqah's mom) brought her family to visit and manage the farm every now and then.

And fortunately,as I learn in Biology Discovery Channel (so much bettah than plain old school text books! ) that young children's immune system are not as matured as an adult's immune system.So as the child grows,it takes time for her or his immune system to develope fully. And during that period, the child is vulnerable and is prone to deseases. So Atiqah ended up getting pneumonia from feeding too much grains to those pesky lil grass eaters with yellow tags on their floppy ears.

Get Well Soon! We're coming to visit you this Saturday! <3 The Chemique signing out!




Scribbled at 1:45 AM

Salutations!

Well,Now I'm glad that school exams are halfway finished.I repeat, HALFWAY finished -__- Then I've got a week more until next Thursday. Hmm,what was today's exams like? Gee...I feel like I wanna stab those fucking hard questions for forcing me to answer it. And yet...I practically didn't answer almost all of them anyway,bohaha!

Good news was I went home at a night that was so beautiful :] Why? because there were so many stars at that night! And for the first time I saw a constellation with three lining stars! Or should I say,bright little dots :3

-stares into the corner and sits there for the rest of her little life- I rather sit here and play solitaire than going through all those friggin exams xO

Better yet! I'll transform myself into me persian kucing,Net!
TRANSFORM!! -kuchikkaakaawhooshpachupachukreekmeowmeow-





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I've joined The Dark Side of your little blogsite. Ya happy now?
Huh? Huh? Huh?!

I've promised myself that I'll start one in the beginning of May,tis'all.

Well now's not the time to hear my womenly nagging -__-
Anyway, since it's an e-journal,guess I'll start it by posting what I've done for the day,aight?

-clears throat- Er-hehehhehh-heeeem!!

Today there wasn't much to do except to go to Ikano with the family and friends. Uncle Bob came back from Abu Dhabi! Me uncle by dad's uncle who's cousin's who's wife's who's nenek moyang who's so and so,I have no idea how my dad and Uncle Bob are related but we are.They're both Perakians and they end each of their sentences with the word 'yop'

Mmmhmm yeah. For eg. "Wei, jom pegi makan ais krim kat BR,yop!" or "Jumpa kat MMZ kan,yop?" or even "Have you seen this magazine before,yop?" It's a Perak thing,don't even ask.

We went places here and there, stopped by at Borders,huge bookshop with different titles,loved it. As I walked in there,I've stumbled upon a PostSecrets monograph artbook.

Every Sunday they update it with secrets from anonymous people in the most unusual yet creative way. Not to mention, All-American Rejects made a song about it, Dirty Little Secret . Sound familiar?





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